My heart races when I think of you and the surreal fact that yours does too
all of the love I ever had, the loves that flew and the loves that were bad
confuse my soul and don’t let me feel because sometimes I just can’t believe that it’s real
for the first time I don’t need to work to just be, but at the same time its harder than ever when I’m free
all those years I fell in love with the pain. It was how I lived and it kept my mask sane.
But the truth is, all those years, I was out of control
I had lost myself in it all

Your the one that i have known to be the first one on the phone yeah, you ran all the lights to the hospital