i want to go to Montana for just one night to see the stars

being out of contact is the most comforting feeling because when your out of contact you dont have to face the terrible reality that no one is trying to contact you

the importance of being here by myself rather than with anyone else even though i want someone close.because when your alone, they really are closer to you because its just...there. No evidence it just...is.

you could get what you want. which in actuality could end up being just happinesswith yourself.

you tend to live life denying loving something the way others do. Often because you dont believe you have the personal right to those feelings if you claim to love something you feel the need to be the best at it. And if you claim to love someone you think you have to be perfect to recieve that love back.